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hello guyssssssssss
guess whatt im back againn yuhu!!
im so so busy last year so i couldnt update much plus my laptop is broken it wont turn on huhu im so sad and even this year im still so busy i dont know why lol but i couldnt make time to update on here (maybe bcs of my lazy ass)
so i took my final exam last year.it was super duper busy year ever like i had extra classes every day (so tired actually) and even on weekends so i barely had a rest gahhhh but it worth the struggle tho.
and now im no longer a high school student and im missing school so much!!! the teachers, friends and everything!!!
so the result came out on march 16 this year. and the night before i was so nervoussss. i can feel the butterflies inside my stomach aaaaaaaaaaa. i took 11 subjects in my school and my mom expected me to get at least 8As out of 11 and she said if i got 8As she will take me out to eat :'( damn the pressure mommmmmmm :/ so the next day i woke up earlier than i usually did and took a shower and wear my last yr "baju raya" which is baju kurung of course im a kampung girl i dont wear such a stylish and vogue clothes /flips hair???/(do ppl act still use this flips hair thingy??) im so lame im sorry
so i went to school with my dad but u know my dad doesnt like to sit and wait so he went back home after sending me to school(that is bcs i told him that i was gonna meet the teachers and friends gossiping and selfie-ing so ofcourse it takes time lol)
i arrived school at 11 i guess and the result announcemnet was around 11.30. i took a seat with my friend in the hall (my mom wasnt going with me bcs she hv to go to work). one by one straight As students went up to the stage i think abt 15 students (claps for them) so after that i went straight to my homeroom teacher (my fav teacher <3) but i didnt ask for my result yet i let other ppl take it first b4 me bcs i was so nervous eventho i know it would not change my result anyway. so i had conv with the makcik2 while waiting my turn. makcik2 ni kelakar gak. i laughed so hard
so after this one my classmate took her result, i asked my friend to get out result bcs we couldnt wait anymore. so curious what our result would be but at the same time so nervousss (u know 8As)
so we went to our teacher and sat infront of herr and she gave us a piece of white paper that i had been waited since forever (theresult) and my eyes quickly scanning the result and nervously counting the As and THANKS GODD i got 6As. i couldnt stop smiling gila la masatu gembira gila ok.
but after that i suddenly remembered the-8As-curse. i felt like the lightning just struck into my heart, a brick got smacked to my face and a sword stabbed into my stomachhh aaaaaaaaaa kk joke joke that was too much i know
so i got out from the hall and my mom called me and asked how was it. and i was like hmmmmmmm bet i u cannot take me out to eat lah huhu and my mom laughed so hard mmmmmmmmmm so my mom said its okay la. same like trial huhuhuhuhuhu and like usual my whatsapp almost xploded with the same questions from mak sedara ayah sedara sepupu and even kawan yg jrg contact.
actually im in a major dilemma rn like i dont know
what courses shld i choose :( i like english so i chose tesl and dipl english but my mom wants me to be a teacher and told me to take IPG but actually i dont want huhu i cannot picture myself being a teacher hahaha funnny aite and i dont like science also im so complicated i know.
so i chose a few uni near my house. the courses not bad la
so as i told u im so busy bcs im working with my sister now. its kinda family bussiness la macamtu. its tiring but not bad bcs im working at home so its comfortable la drps keje kat luar kan.
and with the salary i got every month, now i can buy my own laptop!!!! yayyyy!!! yes the one im using rn. buying something with ur own mney rly exciting right. hehe
so these days im drowning into BANGTAN feels. omg their albums and songs are so great im so happy like u hv gone so far baby from where u begin. im so proud as an army. still rmmbr the day when they handed out free concert tickets on the street just to make it sold out and now look whre they hv been they r already conquering the world esp my heart omg i hv never been so proud i wanna cry. big shout out to my friend 4 showing me their mvs back in 2013 without u i maybe not an army like rn hahaha tq boys for existing <3
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hello guys im backk!!!!
(who cares)
we dont talk anymore we dont talk anymore we dont talk anymore like we used to do
we dont love anymore what was all of it for?
we dont talk anymore like we used to dooo.....
(we dont talk anymore- charlie puth ft selena gomez)
oh god this song is so freakin good im crying :''{{
this is so emotional
hellloooooooo btw im sooo not active im sorry my blog its not like u r not important in my life but im just so busy with school bc u know senior year ughhhhHHH!!! my big exam is on november i bet *crying in the corner* im not ready yet thanks god 1D is taking a break this FREAKIN YEARR. A YEAR GUYSS :----] IM NOT SURE IS THIS A GOOD NEWS OR NOT hushh BUT ITS NOT EVEN OVER 3 MONTHS WE ARE BEING SHOWERED WITH THE DRAMASSSSSS EVERY FREAKIN SINGLE DAY if u are a directioner u will know and I WAS LIKE BITCHESSS IMMA GRAB D POPCORNS AND WATCH DIS DRAMA TILL D END
GAGAGAGAGA actually tmorow i hv a paper lol and still here chose my blog over the book im so bad dont follow me im so bad bad
okay since u say im lazy okay ill go OKAYYYY ILL GOOO. 3 days to go
huhhh im so exhausted 3 weeks of exams im sloowwlllyyy dyingggg
bye
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hello ladies and gentlements. so how are ya. btw im finee good. so this is my first entry like GOD i made this blog about 3 years ago!! this is crazy lol btw u know i love to write but i dont know how do ya get me so i deleted all of my past childish entries haha and im trying to forget all of my bad memories that could hurt me anytime. its hard to forget the ppl that used to be a part of ur life right thats it im trying to forget them. but their bad words still dancing in my damn mind and i cant vanish it i wish i had a power that could throw away the negative things with a 'puff' vanished but sadly i dont have it ugh i just hate it
i want to tell u about my so-called-best-friend or u supposed to call it fake friend but im so not in mood to talk about them. im sorry and u dont want to know about them too anyway. ITS JUST WASTING MY TIME AND UR TIME. so better not okay.
okay act my big exam ended a few days ago and guess what THAT WAS THE HARDEST EXAMINATIONS EVER LIKE DAMN SHIT I DONT WANT TO CUSS BUT I HAVE TO BC EVEN U COULDNT HANDLE THAT EXAMS. i cant stay still in my position when i in my exams's room bc the questions were damn hard and i feel like screaming out loud on my teacher's face and tearing the exams papers apart and jump off the building(im scared) like let me tell u the
normal exam: what colour is a banana?
but
my exam: what colour is a banana? state two reasons why banana is a fruit.
fuckk im not a banana experttttt (but sometimes i do :-})
DAMN THE DEFINITION OF MY EXAMS
the questions were meant for the high IQ ppl which is not me for sure but those big headed no i mean big brained err or some geniuses in my school couldnt answer it. even they couldnt answer it then what about me. this is too much rite -_______-
so now my exams is over yayyyy and i thought after exam i can do what i want like absent without a reason, gossiping with my girls non stop at school, act like a gangster who owns that school BUT dangggggg my hopes destroyed in a blink of eyes. U KNOW we have to go to skool like everyday shit bc my teachers said that we still have a lot of works to be done erk i choked luckily i was not eating or drinking at that time god bless me
fuck fuck fuck this is so wrong. we want our freedom after struggled almost 3 years dear teachers huh pls understand my pure intentions.
so btw about kris and luhan leaving exo still lingering in my mind :'''''''''((( its so hard to believe this. i thought exo will always be together till the end but sadly no. im just hoping that kris and luhan will have a good and happy life after this. we will always support everything u do bc we are one!
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